Everyone smiles at me. Some even laugh. They have a reason to laugh.
I give them the reason. No wait! I am the reason.
It could also be because on some days, I laugh with them too.
So then what happens at other times? When I don't feel like laughing.
When all I want to do is curl up in my tent, on my bed and cry my heart out.
To forget my past. To feel strong again.
But I can’t do that. I am the “joker”. If I don't make people laugh, who will ?
The show must go on.
**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**