May 6, 2015

A to Z Reflections 2015 #AtoZChallenge

“Your writing voice is the deepest possible reflection of who you are. The job of your voice is not to seduce or flatter or make well-shaped sentences. In your voice, your readers should be able to hear the contents of your mind, your heart, your soul.”
- Meg Rosoff

And that was my motto for the A to Z April Challenge 2015 which ended last week. It’s funny how even though the challenge has ended I find myself in a rhythm of going over everyone’s blogs, reading old or new posts and constantly updating my blog calendar.


Since the past couple of months I have been in a sort of unexplained frenzy. A first timer in this challenge, like everyone else, my initial thoughts were apprehensive. In my head, surviving a month long blogging challenge seemed like an impossible task (only for me) considering how I am constantly drawn in multiple directions all through the day.

And I was indeed wrong. 

Last month, I discovered new capabilities in myself. I learnt new lessons and most of all, I enjoyed writing. 

Lesson 1 - I loved the concept of having a theme because it paved my thoughts in a specific direction. 

Lesson 2 - You don’t need much time to publish a post as long as you are focused on the letter of the day.

Lesson 3 - Blogging is as much as easy as any other day-to-day task. A routine is what helps set it in motion.

Although I was prepared with a theme and roughly 13-15 auto-scheduled posts,  it was the second half of the month which seemed the hardest. Thanks to the weather bug, the entire household came down feeling sick and that slumped my writing or rather my strength to keep up. Nevertheless, I have been better than most other challenges.

As the above quote suggests, writing for this challenge helped bring out few heart-felt emotions on the paper. While the most part of my writing looked like pieces of fiction, I did write about real-life experiences to see how my readers would react given the same situation.

I also dabbled with different forms of writing during the month ranging from different kinds of poetry to 100-word drabbles to open letters to lists and eventually matters close to my heart. I kept it like a month long initiative by blogging for Friday Reflections which again kept me thinking and reflecting on the past days. It has been a fun experience and most of all it opened the world to an amazing community of bloggers and blogs likewise - as always.

Can I end this post without thanking the wonderful bloggers who took the time to come visit my space and leave their thoughts everyday. I think not. :)

While I may enlist only a few bloggers here (in no particular order) right now, I am deeply grateful to all those who visited. You made my day everyday last month and in turn showed me how I can never run out of reading good inspirational blog posts each day of my life. :) Thank You !
  1. The Moving Quill by Shailaja V
  2. Shanaya Tales by Shantala Nayak
  3. Living my Imperfect Life by Sanch Vee
  4. Everyday Gyaan by Corinne Rodrigues
  5. A Rose is a Rose is a Rose by Shilpa Garg
  6. Blog-A-Rhythm by Shailaja V and many other talented bloggers from the sphere
  7. A Tale of Two Tomatoes by Shalini Nair
  8. Life Under Microscope by Prasanna Rao
  9. Happiness and Food by Parul Kashyap Thakur
  10. Blogging from A to Z Challenge (where it all began ! :))
  11. Expressions by Nibha Gupta
  12. Void Thoughts by Vinitha Dileep
  13. Xpress your Essence by Elly Stornebrink
  14. Alphabet Salad by Laurel Regan
  15. Flightless Birds Thoughtful Wings by Swathi Shenoy
  16. A Global Fusionista by Eli Ertresvaag
  17. Write with Fey by Chrys Fey
I definitely see myself returning for this challenge next year and until then, till we meet again… :)

“My role in society, or any artist's or poet's role, is to try and express what we all feel. Not to tell people how to feel. Not as a preacher, not as a leader, but as a reflection of us all.”
- John Lennon
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April 30, 2015

Zephyr #AtoZChallenge

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I wished forever she would stay,
I wished to tell I love her…
This breeze reminds me of that day,
Like today it looked a lot similar…

As the guy who aped a mime,
I wonder if she still remembers me…
All these years, all this time,
Her stole always fills me with glee…

But soon formed a deep heart hole,
Coz she barely glanced at my face…
Surely she forgot her old stole,
Else why her rush through the place…

Oh my sparkling sunshine ray,
Who was I for her to stop?
All I wanted was for her to stay,
All she wanted was to leave my shop…

And then she stepped back a yard,
As her friends called her to return…
The light breeze turned strong & hard,
And my mind began to yearn…

Unable to sail & unable to steer,
I felt like a sinking ship…
I sensed my looming fear,
And my heartbeat went into a skip.

Too nervous to ask her - “Are you fine?”,
I stood speechless & scared…
When her eyes landed on mine,
An unspeakable bond I felt we shared…

I stared at her radiance & looks,
While standing with a sheepish gape…
She glanced at my stall & books,
While looking just like a scape…

Those luscious lips & rich hair,
I will miss her coy smile & angelic eyes…
As she walked out of the fair,
I heard my soul’s painful cries…

Together our hearts were meant to seal,
When we first met & saw each other…
Now all I can do is to feel,
And write about this sad smother…

Note : Today's poem has been recreated from an old poem - "A Rainy Day"
See the prompt details here.


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 29, 2015

You... #AtoZChallenge

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With my heart filled with love and anticipation, I walked over to the mailbox today hoping to see a letter from you. 

But as always there was none. Reminiscing about our old memories welled up my eyes.

You were my sunshine. My reason to live. My confidante. 

Letting you go shall always remain my biggest mistake. Unaware of whether you exist or not today, I go to bed everyday with this hope in my mind that someday you will reach me. Until then I shall spend each day of this life… waiting.

"You were truly the one meant for me…"


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**


**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 28, 2015

e-X-uberance #AtoZChallenge

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I stared at you endlessly,
Clueless as I can be.
Watching you smile from the other end,
Thoroughly confused and distracted me.

This should've been a team play,
My blurry mind repeated all along.
You erased those thoughts by saying - 
“Just smile and sing a song.”

Walking towards you was a feat,
And this bridge a long trip.
Not once did you relent ever,
Never did you change your quip.

And then it struck me,
What you aimed to teach.
You are a true master,
One who’s always out of reach.

I rush over to embrace you,
And surprisingly you do too.
What seemed like a lifelong journey,
Was indeed a fun party you threw.

Some dread you, others even cry,
But you say - “Continue the faith.
Zest is what it takes to overcome,
Not misery and never-ending wraith.”

I hold you close and whisper,
“Hardships were and will always be rife,
But don't you worry because,
You are my one and only life.”


Note : Check out the poem prompt here.


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 27, 2015

What if... #AtoZChallenge

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What
If you
Could tell me?

The 
One thing
That scares you.

What
If you
Could show me?

The 
Only person
Who loves you.

What
If you
Could understand me?

And
The countless
Feelings trapped within.

What 
If you
Could hear me?

And
Emerge alive
From the slumber.

Note : This kind of a poem is called a hay(na)ku. Check out today's prompt here.


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**
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April 25, 2015

Vows #AtoZChallenge

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“Life has been beautiful. Why wouldn’t it be? Because I always had you. My companion, soul mate and anchor. Your support sailed me through the hardest of struggles. Your encouragement made me what I am today. Your constant concern saw to it that I never have to worry about anything. 

Even when life took away the people I love - my father, mother or those close to me than my heart, I always knew I could fall back on your shoulders for comfort. I knew I could rest my head on your shoulders and feel at peace.

You have never been like the others. Not only did you truly care about me and our family, you always stood for us… along with us.

The vows that we took during our wedding will always stand proof of our love for each other.

We promised to be there for each other. In sickness and in health. Until death parts us. 

What those vows taught me was everlasting. They gave me a lifetime worth of love.

What they didn’t prepare me for was - today. Nobody prepared me to face this day. Not my parents, not my loved ones, not even you.

So what am I to do now ? How am I to reconcile to this fact ? To the truth that I am now "alone"

I can only visualize you in my thoughts from here on and that very thought crushes me. 

If life gave me another chance, I vow I would call you back instantly. To go over our wedding vows again with you all over again. 

I vow to forever rest my head on your shoulders again and smile.

I vow to never let you go…”

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Note : A special someone has passed away from my life today and it just goes to prove time and again that - “Relations aren't built by blood alone”.

Today’s post is a piece of fiction written as a tribute to the one surviving without the other. It has been truly hard to write this. 


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 24, 2015

Until... #AtoZChallenge

Until you understand me,
Until you feel my emotion,
Until you listen to my ache,
Until you yearn my presence,
Until you pour your heart out,
Until you care for me,
Until the next heartbreak,
Until you speak to me on why this one happened,
Until you love me, 

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I choose to remain silent.
I choose to live as usual.
I choose to not express my tears.
I choose to look away and just smile.
I choose to hold my heart still.
I choose to keep caring for you.
I choose to nurse “this” heartbreak.
I choose to remember all the earlier happy times.
I choose to always love you from the bottom of my heart.


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 23, 2015

Tears #AtoZChallenge

As I wipe away my silent tears today, I realize - 

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I have been defeated but not anymore...

I feel subdued but need to emerge more powerful inside...

I feel nothing and yet everything at once...

I have been strong enough to endure the pain...

I have softened the long path ahead...

I have removed sorrow from within...

I recognize the good from the bad...

I am wary of my surroundings...

I am my own anchor...

I feel broken now but never again...

I have gained the knowledge I didn’t earlier...

I am at peace with myself...

I was, am and shall always be my own voice...


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 22, 2015

Seasons #AtoZChallenge

When spring arrives, I look forward to …

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  • The vibrant green leaves waiting to sprout from their hibernation
  • The lovely riot of colors of flowers and fruits
  • The winds welcoming this change of weather
  • The occasional rain showers blissfully soaking the Earth
  • The fresh smell of the Earth after a rain shower

When summer arrives, I look forward to…

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  • Absorbing the sunshine whilst sipping away my fresh juices and smoothies
  • Playing at the beach and lots of water time
  • All the sightseeing, road trips and weekend getaways
  • Gazing at the passing clouds for endless hours
  • Enjoying the sight of blue skies

When autumn arrives, I look forward to…

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  • The perfect blend of fall foliage and Mother nature
  • The long walks and endless scenic drives into wilderness 
  • The pleasant chillness in the air 
  • Black Friday shopping :P
  • Long picnics with friends

When winter arrives, I look forward to…

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  • Watching the glistening snow first thing in the morning
  • Sipping my hot coffee comfortably snug on my couch with a book in my hand
  • Exploring and experiencing New York
  • Holiday season and the festivities
  • Starting a new year filled with renewed hopes and aspirations

What are your favorite things to look forward to when seasons change ? :)


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 21, 2015

Routine #AtoZChallenge

No matter if it is fun or mundane, everyone has them. I have few things too that I do everyday irrespective of where I am. Before you get scared that I am about to flood this post with regular routines like brushing, bathing and the likes, I shall clarify that these are parts of a routine that we enjoy doing. Let me tell you 5 little things from my routine. :)
1. Taking time to look at the skies

As soon as I am up in the morning, I drag myself to the nearest window. Looking at the blue skies and the rapid clouds, fills me with optimism to start the day. On other days, when it is raining or snowing, I still take the time watch the changing shades of nature. Be it gray or white. Now that we are at the onset of spring on this side of the world, I get to see beautiful trees blooming all around us. It’s so soothing to watch the hues of green appear after what seems like an eternity of winter. :)

2.  Talking to my loved ones

Even when there isn't much to share from either sides, I make it a point to call my family everyday. Since we video-chat, watching my parents, baby bro and the pet dalmatian go about their lives is a treat. I also enjoy the fact that they get to see all the developments of Baby Girl.

3. Read at least one inspiring thought

Reading when combined with inspirational thoughts is a great mix. Because of the ongoing April Challenge I have had the luck to read many inspiring thoughts on an ongoing basis. It encourages me to look deeper into myself and change one thing about me everyday. :)


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4. Count my blessings and be grateful

Yes, I ensure to complete this routine since I notice how often I fail to look at the little things and tend to take things for granted. The matter could be big or small. If it makes a difference in my life, I am grateful for it. 

5. Meditating

This is a good stress buster when I feel overwhelmed. I shut myself from the outside world and prefer to go into silent mode and concentrate on my breathing. Even a mere 10 minutes works wonders for me and helps me stride through the day.

Do you have any routine items that you enjoy doing ? Do share ! :)


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 20, 2015

Quitting right now! #AtoZChallenge

Yes I am quitting! Enough is enough. There is no looking back after this. 

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1. I quit junk food...

Although I have cut back on a “lot” of stuff that I previously ate as a kid or as a teenager, the lifestyle changes I made in the last 5 years have been a revelation. No soda or any other aerated drinks, no deep-fried snacks, no heavy/large meals (hello salads! :D), no white sugar (gradually moving to no sugar at all) and no processed foods (all frozen, ready-to-eat and what not!).

2. I quit being judgmental...

I accept it - I have been judgmental in the past. Haven't we all at some point or another ? It hurts both ways - being judged as well as realizing my incorrect judgement of someone else. Everyone has life struggles - some that we see and some that we don’t. It’s the ones that we don’t see that make us jump to conclusions, form an opinion and finally pass a judgement. Well, not anymore.

3. I quit procrastinating...

Even though I am on schedule with most of my goals, there always seems to be one tiny thing that lurks from the corner watching me at all times. Why ? Because it’s something I have been putting off forever. It isn't necessarily something that makes me uncomfortable and yet there it is always in the background wanting to jump forth and catch my attention. It’s time to grab all those little things that have been on my mind which need closure.

4. I quit being around people who make me unhappy...

Yes. I run away from such people even when life throws them again right back at my face. Because second chances exist for those who attempt to make a change. For the ones who revel in my misery, I strongly believe in the saying - “Once bitten twice shy”. So the next time I meet such a person - “Do we know each other?” :p

5. I quit worrying myself to death...

Easier said than done, but has to go on this list. Why do I need to worry myself over things that aren't concerned to me? Or about matters out of my control? Or about people who don’t deserve my attention? I’d rather choose to adore and treasure the love that envelopes me. I’d rather choose to appreciate what I have. I’d rather spend time feeling grateful about all that life has given me. Period.

If you could quit 5 things from your life right now, what would they be ? 


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 18, 2015

Parenthood #AtoZChallenge

Dear Baby Girl,
“Just when I thought I knew,
What ‘loving someone special’ meant, 
You entered my world,
And redefined love.” 

If I thought I could stay annoyed with you for a mischief you did, then I was so wrong. It will always be a feat unaccomplished because I only need a smile from you to watch myself crumble to bits.

If hopscotch and hide-n-seek were easy games I played as a child, I now know what it takes to play peek-a-boo in the middle of the night.

If watching you cry for 5 minutes after your first shots made me shake, then the very next moment you made me look dazed and feel proud of how well you handled pain. For sure you are better than me. :P

If excelling at my exams or achieving that raise at work was how I cherished moments earlier, I surely didn't know what an achievement was. Watching you learn to flip over, crawl, walk and run suddenly seem like bigger milestones now.

Being a parent has been one of the greatest gifts in my life. I finally experience what it feels like to have my a part of my heart live outside my body.

"As the days whiz by, 
All I wish is to be able to treasure,
Every moment of your growth, 
And turn into an everlasting memory."
  

**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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April 17, 2015

Oxygen #AtoZChallenge

Dear LP,
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Please don't get confused by the topic.

This isn't a rambling about chemistry nor is it a post to advertise the importance of this vital breathing gas. So then why this bizarre start, you ask?

Because that’s how crucial you are in my life. :P

Ok, I promised myself to not write a cheesy letter and I will try. Honestly. :D

Life hasn't been the same since I met you. I am glad it turned out the way it is. Right from the onset, it has been a true case of “Opposites Attract” between us.

You resist chocolates… and cakes… and candy… Hold on ! It’s all desserts ! I love chocolates and some desserts :P

You hate F.R.I.E.N.D.S. I can watch the sitcom a million “more” times even though I’ve watched it a gazillion times already.

You can’t understand why all the books I pick are on fiction. I can’t understand why all you ever read are books on personal development and management.

Thank God, not all areas are exclusive.

We both love books. We both enjoy reading. We love exploring new places. We believe in healthy eating. (Ok, you got me! You believe in healthy eating and ensure I join the bandwagon too) :P

So you see, why we get along well. It would be hard for me to survive without you. Everyday is a new experience with you. Even every fight is new. :D

I wouldn't want to change anything between us.

And that’s why you are my “oxygen”. 


**This post is part of the A to Z April Challenge and the Ultimate Blog Challenge.**

**My theme for the A-Z April Challenge is "26 Days of Eloquent Writing".**

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